Tag Archives: fear

Motionless movements

Today I have felt like an entity absolutely void of life, that moves without purpose from one place to the next. Some days I live in my head and not in my person. And tonight, I pray for my sleep … Continue reading

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The Bear

Sweet sweet sorrow, why do you let me cry. It is not the fine I seem to hear it is the rain. I am the bear who rocks in his cage, others enter and leave again. Exhausted by his own … Continue reading

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The inescapable pranoia of paranoia.

When people ask me, what are you scared of? I often reply with answers such as; earwigs, maggots or the dark. The kind of answers you’d expect really. The truth is,my fears run much deeper than just just being a … Continue reading

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I hold my dreams

I woke again last night for the third night in a row… The book 9th January Moments before I became consumed by dread I had the book in my hand. I could feel it, its physicality, just like the note. … Continue reading

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